Dear Mistress Alexa Blog

Hypnotic scripts for me?

Hey Mistress Alexa:

I keep on seeing your site from time to time. Not very often because I can only find one hypnotic script available. But I experienced the effect the first times I read it, and it stills last to me. I just think of your site, even without seeing it, I sit, relax, carress my nipples, close my legs, stay quiet for a while and I orgasm like a woman. Each time I do it I surrender more and more and feel deeper feminine orgasms without touching myself. I just feel the energy through my body orgasming and releasing my semen with little physical pleasure in my genitals but a great mind arousal and craving for submission. It is as if your spells milks me. It’s wonderfully humiliating. Since I found your site I might have masturbated only once or twice, most of my sexual wishes are satisfied by just having feminine orgasms. Even if I masturbate I don’t feel anything and it takes me a lot to cum. But I quickly cum when I surrender to feminization. Could you make me a personal hypnosis tape so that I can feel that my orgasms are under your control?

Real Quick: Thank g-d For Bras!!!

Katherine suddenly felt compelled to write a quick post and thank those that make the REALLY GOOD bras! (n.b. Katherine was lucky enough to get a nice discount some time ago from one of her bff’s which allowed Katherine to stock up on intimates;)

But seriously, Katherine also felt compelled to write this post as she feels as though so many girls become led to believe that Victoria’s Secret is the “best” and “only” place to go for her intimate needs.  Well, speaking from experience, while Victoria’s Secret does have its pluses and pleasures, it really does also have its minuses.  After all, VS is a store looking to make a profit, to take your money and lead you to believe that their store is the only place that any girl should shop for her intimates.  But there is no denying that the genius and carefully constructed and extremely seductive image that VS has created, really is and can be a very sexy place for a girl to enter into not only to perhaps buy whatever is she needs, but enter into a place where she can feel her femininity overflow.

But this is the genius of it all.  VS has so very carefully constructed their shops as such to allow (seduce?) for these sorts of waves to envelop us girls!  VS provides items for purchase, but moreover provides an environment that enables a woman to indulge herself without having to think about men and just simply enjoy her female sexuality…to feel safe in such a feminine place that always advertises the promise to make her feel like the sexy woman and happy girl that she is.  Yes?

But don’t get Katherine wrong.  Katherine LOVES VS!  VS really is amazing for all of that it has to offer and how it is able to provide Katherine with all those elements Katherine just described above.

However, since Katherine’s breast aug, Katherine is now endowed with REALLY big breasts. Her simply once B-cup “girls” formed by her HRT were boosted to a VERY FULL C and, kind of a low D;)  After all, Katherine figured that as long as she was going to be under the knife for  c.12+ hours anyway, she might as well get her cup size boosted and has NEVER regretted this decision since.

But this post was about bras.  So, Katherine needs to stop digressing and get to the point or else she will hear from Mistress and be punished accordingly.

~

Katherine can now tell you, reader, that should you have any breast development at all, or you’re like Katherine now with some…umm…newly aquired ‘upper body weight,”  there is NOTHING like the relief provided by a well-fit bra.

Yes, Katherine’s bras alleviate her  lower back pain and Katherine can tell you (“To quote the Raven, NEVER MORE!”…hahhahahah!) she will never again be able to function w/o strapping on one of her bras and is gobsmacked that she wasn’t wearing one ASAP months after she was permitted to do so by her doctor after her surgery when she Ugh, hindsight!!!  Ugh, Katheirne’s having hide her breats…so sad then, but not now! ;)

Katherine feels so stupid that she didn’t just throw her hands up in the air at her job and wear the freaking bras she so desperately NEEDED to have strapped on, to hold and cup her breasts in such a comfortable manner!  Moreover, wearing a bra makes Katherine feel so much more feminine, so much more femininly sexy?  Completely natural?  Female?  Proper?

If Katherine has not been clear enough already, let it me known now and forever that to wear such things as bra is not something that Katherine did/does/do in order to indulge some “fetish;” to end up perhaps finding herself playing with her little clitty (LOL, actually, Katherine’s clitty is still VERY well locked and inaccessible to any such kind of activity as is required of her Mistress).

So, yeah, while wearing her now necessary intimates, and while they do make Katheirne feel sexy and feminine, they also act as a constant reminder of just how WONDERFUL it is to be a girl; the girl that she IS and still strives to be/enhance with the help of her Mistress.

~

Lastly, In case you were wondering, here is a link to a photo of the particular bra from Gap.com Katherine has been referring to (note that it does not have/need underwires..yea!).

http://img44.imageshack.us/img44/4368/picture1hfv.png

P.S. If you do decide to take Katherine’s word for it, Katherine would encourage you to get the matching panties as it is always so nice to be able to match your underwear.

more to cum,

-kt

Why Does Katherine Use The 3rd Person?

Katherine did not always speak/write using the 3rd person and while she may have added a few words in a past post about this issue, Mistress has ordered Katherine to provide more detail with regards to this issue/action; in a singe post .  Katherine thanks her Mistress for allowing her to do this.

~

Katherine only EVER and ONLY wishes to please her Mistress to the best of Katherine’s ability, hence Katherine often does much independent research in order to find new ways that may please her Mistress even more.  However, reader, note that this bit of will permitted to Katherine by her Mistress is not without risk because should Mistress find Katherine’s words unfavorable, Katherine faces the very real possibility of being much deservedly punished to learn Katherine’s lesson.

That being said, let Katherine return back to the sole purpose of this post (Mistress does not like it when Katherine rambles or prattles).

To speak in the third-person was a choice Katherine made on her own for her Mistress (yes, a bit redundant given what Katherine has already written, but please indulge Katherine for now and read further).

This form of “speech training/discipline” (Katherine guesses you could call it something like that) is something Katherine happened upon some time ago after listening to a recorded interview conducted by Isabella Valentine and a very sexy, totally devoted sub named Deirdre.  For you see, as required by Deirdre’s Master, she is only ever allowed to speak in the third-person be it about her life, role, or everyday activities.  During the interview, not only was Deirdre always on her knees, but more to the point of this blog post made sure to mention that while at first this new form of speaking required of her by her loving Master was difficult, it did eventually became completely natural.

So, while Mistress Alexa did NOT ask/order/force/imply that Katherine should train Katherine’s speech and writing as such to be like that of the Deirdre’s, Katherine feels SO loved and SO cared for by Mistress ever since Katherine WILLINGLY GAVE HERSELF TO, AND NOW BELONGS TO GODDESS MISTRESS ALEXA who does not see, nor treat Katherine as just some form of property or silly object, but as a complete DEVOTED SUBJECT who is now the ONLY one who can decide when she feels that Katherine’s mind and body…her proper, NEEDED conditioning… has been reached an acceptable level chosen by Mistress that Katherine would then and only then be GRANTED the GIFT from Mistress to once again be PERMITTED to cease using the 3rd person.

more to cum,

-kt

Sissy Katherine & Twitter…

Katherine somehow dared today and was bold enough to ask Mistress if Katherine might be allowed the HONOR of creating a Twitter account.

Katherine got down on Katherine’s knees and pleaded and begged to create an account so that Mistress Alexa would not only gain increased control over Katherine, but also that Mistress, by using Twitter, could keep an ever more closer watchful eye on HER sissy slut Katherine.

Now, reader, you should know that this is not for certain as Mistress does not simply “grant wishes” for Katherine despite however hard Katherine may beg and plead.

IF, Katherine is given permission by Mistress to “tweet,” Katherine will post Katherine’s Twitter address.

more to cum,

-kt

Shared and loaned across the Irish sea?

Dear Mistress Alexa,

I have spent quite some time reading my way through your fascinating and very individual website. One section that really caught my attention and imagination is the one concerning Erotic Remote Control Codes. Being controlled long-distance by being made to carry out certain orders and to report back about them to a Mistress is a highly powerful, erotic prospect for a male submissive like me.

I live in Ireland, so my question is: is that kind of domination possible over such a distance, technically as well as in view of time differences? Have you done such a thing previously between two countries so far apart, sending out instructions to the submissive’s mobile phone?

I see that the codes on your site were thought up by a client. I am thinking that it would be by far the best solution for you, the Mistress, to come up with and control completely the codes and associated tasks that would be texted to me. I hope you agree that I should have no say whatsoever in the process.

Could you give me an idea of the cost for this sort of domination?

Finally, but most importantly, I live in a lifestyle FemDom relationship with my wife Lisa, the centrepiece of which is Her total sexual control over me. I spend most of my time in a CB3000. When out of it, I do not dare touch myself inappropriately, nor do I any longer have the desire or will to do so. Vanilla life gets in the way far too much, as I am sure you understand, but we nonetheless are a very loving and kinky couple who are always looking for new ways to incorporate FemDom into our everyday lives. One of the features we both love, and which Goddess Lisa adores, is the involvement and “back-up” of other Dominant Females in my submission and training, my being literally shared, loaned. This is achieved routinely with professional Mistresses and via some truly wonderful telephone domination sessions we enjoy periodically with a couple of Ladies. These are incredible, kinky fun, but also play a major role in furthering my submission. To have a Lady like you performing this remote control domination role, as and when requested from you by my Goddess, would potentially add a truly exciting and unusual new angle to our FemDom relationship. Apart from anything else, it would be a form of monitoring, of keeping me focused on my submission, on performing my duties, on behalf of my Goddess.

I hope the above gives you a little insight into us. Hope it does not come across as too “crazy”. You may be wondering why this e-mail is not coming from my Owner initially. Simple: She is currently fast asleep after a very long and exhausting double shift at work. She is a nurse. I will show Her this e-mail at the first opportunity. Despite my submission, She allows, indeed expects me to do the “homework” on these sorts of matters and to show my initiative. After the initial research and contact, She takes over. I have no say. This would be the case should you be interested in investigating the potential for your involvement in our relationship. I hope you are.

Do please get in touch. Look forward to your reply, either way.

Sincerely and submissively,

w

A Quickie!

Katherine literally just NOW injected herself with another booster of wonderfully thick and long lasting estrogen;)  Mmmm…Katherine already feels SO much better as it begins to course throughout her body*

*n.b. Katherine is compelled to write this as she does care about you’ll:

Katherine is under the STRICT care and supervision of a licensed physician who specializes in hormone replacement therapy and drug administration.   Katherine is VERY experienced with regards to her medications, dosages, etc.

You should NEVER take or do anything in this regard without consulting a doctor first no matter what.  SERIOUSLY, consider this a warning to YOU because Katherine really does care about YOUR safety.

Seriously.

But don’t get Katherine wrong.  She knows how erotic this may read, but she also knows that all you other little sissy sluts and panty boys out there may want to experiment in a way like this;  but know that hormones are NOT FOR PLAY OR FANTASY…THEY ARE FOR REAL, so consider yourself warned.

Yeah, that’s damn right Katherine got serious there, but for good reason!  Just read Katherine’s posts and she thinks you will find them more than satisfying;)

more to cum,

-kt

Oops! Sissy Katherine Did Not Introduce Herself!

Katherine is a 20-something-year-old MTF transsexual sissy slave slut OWNED by Mistress Alexa.

Katherine BELONGS to her loving Mistress Alexa.  It was finally when Katherine realized that physical change is such a small part in transition that she was HONORED and LUCKY enough to find and be taken in by her now Mistress.

Katherine desired, no, NEEDED her mind to be molded into an ideal little sissy slut who now only wishes to please her Mistress.

Katherine LOVES her Mistress; Katherine WORSHIPS her Mistress Alexa.  Katherine does as her Mistress requires WITHOUT QUESTION because that is just the way it is.  There is no “because,” no “no,” no “why” no…nothing, save for Katherine only to obey her GODDESS Mistress Alexa.

Now, restraint cums;) in many forms/varieties and speech is merely one of them. So, don’t get confused because for as long as MISTRESS wills it to be so, Katherine not only writes, but is required to speak in the third person.  Mistress has ALLOWED Katherine to post here as long as Katherine remains completely open about herself and does not hold back any detail no matter how seemingly insignificant…

Does this make sense so far?

Good.

I hope so, because Mistress insists on clarity from HER Katherine.

Oh, and by the way, in case you were wondering, Mistress did manage to punish Katherine for not introducing herself properly within her previous post.  Mistress is able to INDIRECTLY (subconsciously?) control Katherine.  Mistress Alexa does not need to be vocally present in order to have an effect on Katherine…whatever effect (or affect?), Mistress should decide upon, she is always able to make happen what she WILLS to make happen…

Here is Katherine’s description of her most recent punishment that was administered by her Mistress for not introducing herself properly:
~

Katherine awoke this morning to a sudden, oddly familiar, but VERY uncomfortable feeling all over her little clitty and when she looked down sheepishly, she saw it just throbbing and throbbing and THROBBING (you should know that this almost NEVER happens to Katherine due to the MASSIVE doses of estrogen that she gets injected into her body on a regular basis…female hormones that then and always flow and course through her…feminizing her, changing her body FOREVER…making her into a girl…THE girl for her Mistress.

In addition, you should know that Mistress keeps Katherine LOCKED 24/7 in a VERY, VERY tight CB6Ks.

Yes, Mistress keeps HER Katherine’s little clitty locked away nice and TIGHT because it belongs to Mistress, not Katherine.

So back to what happened.

When Katherine awoke to her clitty being somehow FORCED to grow the few inches Mistress might allow it to, caused Katherine much pain; it was only then that Katherine realized that she was being punished by her Mistress.  But Katherine’s  Mistress was not even getting started because if the clitty pain wasn’t punishment enough already, as an added “bonus” Katherine’s large, full, C-cup (almost D-cup) breasts’ fem nipples became SO sensitive and sore:(  Katherine thought for a second that this may only be due to the extra large booster shot of estrogen she gave herself the other week…but no, Mistress Alexa controls Katherine; Mistress OWNS Katherine both body and mind.  Mistress was making this happen.

You see, Mistress’ presence is with Katherine everywhere Katherine goes.  Katherine goes about her day knowing that Katherine is OWNED by her Mistress, locked up FOR HER, having absolutely NO CHANCE OR ABILITY to remove HER hardware…Oh, did Katherine forget to tell you?
Katherine is forced to always wear the ONLY key to her device, LOCKED around her neck on a choker collar…to Mistress’ liking, Katherine is ALWAYS assuredly kept in her place by her Mistress and should Katherine be allowed to look in the mirror, she is forced to always see that key and remember who is really in charge.

But, back to this morning.
So now that you’re aware that Katherine had NO chance of escape and that her nipples were fast becoming so red, so sore…so EXTREMELY sensitive (mmmm…Katherine should note that this part was not all bad…she will admit that it was sometimes pleasurable, but please don’t post a reply that Mistress might happen upon that Katherine liked any of it!  Please?  Should Mistress find out that Katherine enjoyed any part of her punishment…even in the slightest…Katherine will most certainly be punished with greater severity).  So shhhhhhh;)

Again, back to Katherine’s “wake-up call.”

Katherine soon found herself squirming and writhing in bed only to find that each time her nipples touched anything–even the very soft silky fabric of her sheets, it made her squirm and squirm and squirm in a seeming perpetual state of titillation with ABSOLUTELY no chance of release.  All Katherine could do was take in this combination of pain and pleasure and try as best she could to ride it out and hope that her clitty would soon shrink back into its shell and her nipples reside.

~
Katherine must stop for now as she is not allowed to write or talk too much without permission.  However, she has been allowed to leave you with the knowledge that while her clitty FINALLY, after some time, was allowed by her Mistress to sink back into its cage, Mistress Alexa is not without a sense of humor…Katherine’s nipples are still hard, still VERY sensitive even as they brush up against the soft fabric of Katherine’s blouse…but this is what Mistress wants…this is what she wants to happen to me (at least, for now…).

Mistress Alexa knows what is best for Katherine as Katherine was once, long ago, a naughty little boy who needed and secretly wanted to be feminized by a beautiful, dominant sexy GODDESS…luckily, Katherine found Mistress Alexa.

Katherine LOVES her Mistress Alexa.  Katherine WORSHIPS her.

Katherine will ALWAYS OBEY her Mistress because Katherine knows that at once and the same time, her Mistress Alexa knows what is best for Katherine and know exactly what Katherine needs.

more to cum,

-kt

Hello Everyone. This is Sissy Katherine.

If you haven’t listened to the free mp3 samples that Mistress Alexa has GRACIOUSLY provided for you (and you probably have by now…haven’t you?), or if you haven’t done your REQUIRED reading on houseboys.net…Mmmmm, shame on you!

Punish yourself.
Squeeze those little things between your legs so that you know who Mistress Alexa is and that she is ALL YOU WANT and that you are so sorry for not doing your homework.

But who am I to say, let alone tell you anything to do?  Why should you listen, or even care what I have to say regarding the wonderful, beautiful goddess that IS Mistress Alexa?

Well…

I am one of her devoted subjects and I belong to her.

Do you long to give yourself over to a strong, dominant, sexy woman?

Mmmmm….shhhh…please don’t tell her I told you, but it feels soooo good!

__

more to cum,

~kt

International caller?

Call Alexa on your cell with Skype

International caller?

Call Alexa on your cell using SKYPE

Making yourself loved: over the long term…..

” its so amazing these last few days… I have the chance to live out the life of a woman, and that is exactly what I want to do… It’s not a matter of whether I’m going to be a woman but of how I’m going to be a woman. I’m going to bed as a woman, getting up as a woman, eating breakfast as a woman…. I wake up and I ask myself which bra am I wearing today, which panties, which sexy frilly ruffly thing do I want to wear today????

Doing my yoga exercises in my yoga outfit so I can carry my huge breasts higher …

I really can’t imagine how it can get even more intense… will I one day go shopping that way, as a woman? go to work that way, too? I always wonder what’s next?

Bubble baths with big boobs ….

Sweet Seduction

I am staying in a hotel suite and the phone rings. It is you in the hotel lobby. You ask me to go into my bedroom and ask me to look at the tv mounted high on the wall. It is a woman dancing hypnotically and stripping slowly out of her red satin bra and panties. She has huge breasts that seem to pour out of the Television set because they cannot possibly fit on the screen… I am engulfed by them. Then, when I’m distracted by her, you start to condition me by having me lie down on the bed. You tell me how a woman can use her body to seduce and hypnotize men. You do not tell me to masturbate, I start doing it on my own. You describe the woman’s hips, legs, breasts, ass, etc… and pull me down under your control. You can tell that I’m stroking myself. You ask me if I’m masturbating and after I answer yes, you start to repeat to me “Each stroke makes you weaker for me” over and over again.

Later, again, you repeat “Each stroke makes you weaker for me”, and say this once in a while or very often, as I stroke. You’ll let me know that the purpose of you doing this is that someone is going to come in my room and log onto my computer for information. I could easly identify and overtake the person coming into the room to get the data, which is why I must be put into a sexual trance under your power so I won’t even realize they are there. Of course, I am cumming, and you distract me for an hour (which is how long it will take to get in, grab the data, and get out). So, once I have cum, the trance will be weaker. You get me into a deep trance again, so you tell me “it’s time to deepen my control over you” and proceed to use the word “cock” over and over while talking about the sexy woman on the screen.

You point to her beautiful breasts and say “Your cock gets so hard when it sees her breasts, “and your cock is getting hard”, your cock wants to be between her breasts, “and your cock is getting hard”, your cock makes you weak, “and your cock is getting hard”, cock makes you weak, “and your cock is getting hard”, you can’t help but stare at her breasts…” – Something along those lines until you can tell I’m once again deep under your control in a trance and following the instructions that stroking makes me weaker. The “and your cock is getting hard” phrase is only used to get me to start stroking again.
Now at the end of the hour you program me to believe I’m looking right into your eyes (even though you’re not in the room, or are you?), so that when I cum I pass out, not remembering a thing. You have got the information you want, and I don’t even know it.