I stumbled across the website after I decided to do some research after I saw a magazine styled after ‘Sissy Girls’ I saw at a local sex shop. Let me be blunt. I am a transsexual, but after reading several of the stories and looking at some of the material on your site, I actually felt a bit…well, scared to tell the truth. For me transsexuality is about survival. Without hormones testosterone infects me like the most insidious poison, but to these examples, forced feminization seems like a hybrid of transsexuality and kink. In my situation, I know not to judge, but I have some difficulty understanding. The women in these stories seem to abandon their masculinity and improve themselves by becoming women and engage in sexual domination.
I guess the biggest question I have is to what extent is this all a fantasy and to what extent is it an actual lifestyle change? Forgive my naivite, but the contracts and worksheets you have posted seem pretty clear about the intent on an actual transformation of sorts. For lack of better terms, is this for real? Do some men actually abandon their minds and become servants of wealthy women? Again, I apologize for the naivite, but it seems a bit unclear to me.
In any event, the one thing that disturbs me a little is the willingness to abandon rational thought and self-respect. I understand the sexual and mental pleasure that can be derived from being dominated, but the extent of it all seems a little…cruel. Make no mistake though! I am not condemning any lifestyle or choice. I’m more just curious.
I understand you are probably a very busy woman and probably won’t have time to reply (since I imagine your inbox is quite large), but if you could offer me a small explanation or clarification, I would be much obliged.
Thank You.
Friendly and Respectfully,
L.
