Dear Mistress Alexa Blog

I can take all 9 inches

Mistress Alexa,

First, I just want to say “YOU ARE INCREDIBLE” and thank you for all the time you have given to me with regard to my training. I really truly want you to transform me into a shemale slut. I hope you can keep me focused on that goal. I know the road will be very difficult for me. Bringing the girl inside me out will be very challenging. I am very stubborn and don’t want to loose my “manhood”. I learned alot about myself today. After our chat I did alot of thinking and I wanted to take time out to update you on my current state of mind and the changes I am experiencing both physically and emotionally.

These changes have been taking place slowly over the last 3 years or so. Sex with partner is mostly oral. Intercourse is very rare and not exciting for me. I have no children. I find it difficult to stay hard basically. I always think about being a shemale slut while it is happening. Otherwise, I get super hard with my dildos. I can bring myself to the most intense orgasms with a big dildo inside my “cunt” and one down my throat. I can take all 9″ inside my “cunt” and 8″ down my throat. I am getting used to the smell of my “cunt”, cum and rubber. I am getting hard just writing this message to you. I don’t have to use my hand anymore and that has taken years for me to develop. It is so intense it scares me. When I cum that way I can feel deep down that I am a girl. I experience multiple orgasms that way. Without the dildo deep inside my cunt my orgasms are much weaker. What does this mean? And is it safe for my body? Please advise me on this further.

I find myself wanting strongly to go buy some heels, stockings, bra, make-up, dresses and a wig again. Panties feel like they belong on my cunt. I don’t want to purge again. I hope you can help me to prevent it again. I find myself watching alot of QVC jewelry, make up and woman fashion programs on tv more and more lately. I guess I am just realizing it more after our chat. I am scared deep inside to be honest with you. I wish you were here now. Part of me wants to just runaway. Please help me through all this. Will you eventually put me on hormones? What is in my future? Will I become a cock whore? I don’t want to be alone. Please write back to me when you can. I will be waiting to here from you. Now, my cunt feels empty alot more and I find myself drawn to my dildos just to feel them (the big one has realistic balls that move in the sack). I just love that especially when I am sitting on it. Please don’t leave me.

Sincerely,
M

Punish him

I have a great idea. If you the mistress want to punish your slave/sub this is what you should do especially if you already got him wearing the tampons.

You take a tampon out of the box, take it out of the wrapper,then you take Palmolive gel all over that tampon and I will promise you your little slave will be crying for 20 minutes. I know because I did it ti myself and it made me cry that long. But not only tampons try dildos and whatever else you want to try. It will work. Even Cascade Gel.

Or here is anothe fun thing you may want to try. If you use dildo this will be perfect. If your sub/slave questions your authority or whines to much. Then tell him to meet you in the bathroom. While he is waiting in the bathroom,tell him to put a blindfold on himself. Now that he is blindfolded, he won’t see you whip out the bottle of Dishwashing Detergent an dildo. You pour a whole lot of Dishwashing Liquid Soap on the Dildo and tell him to open up his mouth. When you are doing this you are doing two things. You are washing and sanatizing the Dildo and washing his mouth out with soap. And with that aweful taste in his mouth He will probably remember to never question you or whine. Try it “It could be fun” Robin Williams

Dear Mistress Alexa

i hope that i am addressing this to the RIGHT
MISTRESS. i am the ’sissy from XXXX” that called
YOUR number two weeks ago.

When you gave me the special address, MISTRESS ALEXA you said S as in SURRENDER. A little latter i
fell asleep, but i felt warm, secure and sissyfied.

Ever since that time I have been looking over your
web-site. i do, indeed, need to become MISTRESS
ALEXA’s sissy.

i have been a very ‘bad sissy’ of late.
i was wondering MISTRES ALEXA, if you could draw me
into YOU more, and more and more, if you could call me
collect – say SURRENDER – and hang-up. My tele number
is xxx-xxx-xxxx.

if i have over stepped my limits, i
will accept any and all discipline that YOU deem
necessary.

… i’m in desperate need of
SERVING MISTRESS ALEXA. thank you for YOUR TIME.
sincerely,

The sissy who needs you to say Surrender

Mistress Debbie’s Letter to a Girlfriend

To X’s Girlfriend:

I spoke to your boyfriend in detail about what he did and what you want.

He told me that you don’t really want to play this but I assure you it is the only way to train your boyfriend — who you will now regard as your subject.

The subject should be chastity locked for a minimum of 15 days and the keys are to be given to one of your friends.

The subject is not permitted to complain or mention his chastisement, or you may add 3-7 days for each offense.

The lock may be removed for punishment, if his balls are restrained in some other way.

The subject should be forced to wear panties every day.

The subject is excited when you make him eat his cum. You should
talk about making him clean another guys cum off of you or out of
you often.

The subject either cheated or contemplated doing it and
you should 1. make him do it and 2. cuckold him for doing it.

You should not consider his likes or dislikes. They do not matter.

You may treat the subject as a cum dump or urinal as punishment for his behavior.

After a few months of training the subject will learn to behave and you will enjoy it.

You should date other guys and let the subject stay home and babysit or clean.

When the subject logs on to dating sites his only permitted activity is to find a young hung stud for you.

Make him pick up guys with huge cocks so you can humiliate him.

By having him on his knees with a big cock in front of his face he will realize
you mean business. If you actually would like to make him suck it you should but it is up too you, not him.

You may feed the subject at least one load of an other’s cum per date.

Use a chain to lock the subject to any pole from his chastity lock. Gag the subject, spank him, isolate him.

Write to me here on this blog and I will walk you through training your cuckold, step by step.

Mistress Debbie

If you can’t have it, spy on it

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Preparation for a Date

Mistress Alexa,

my preparation for thursday is progressing. only wearing pink thong, cleaning my pussy and losing weight. i will be under 180 by thursday. i was 192 last week. plan to buy a corset and silicone brest. i was uncomfortable with my tampon in and decided to use k y lubricant. now very comfortable.

you told me to wear a skirt on thursday. is my toy to be strapped between my legs or free in my thong. if strapped, how do you want it done? am i allowed to get a hard on or will it be restrained to prevent this? will i be allowed to cum and if yes, must it be done by whom ever i am entertaining in the booth. i will buy top rated condoms and service anyone who comes in the booth and wants that. i want one deep down my throat so i have no choice to stop.

tight jeans and strapping prevent a hard on and i can cum without one, if you give permission

i keep working my nipples and they are sore and sensitive.

kristen